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Am I weird my parents and friends think I'm a freak?

ok so my parents and friends think im weird and don't say there not my friends if they think of me like that cause they accept me the way i am but the still think im kinda creepy here's why: I'm 12 and have a crazy obsession over Freddy Krueger I write fan fictions and my characters are really creepy and gothic im NOT emo but I dress goth but im not goth that's kinda complicated i like the style but i don't act goth I LOVE slasher films I laugh when the people die in them when i wen to see scream 4 my friend was pissed at me cause i kept on laughing my favorite bands and artists are Story of the year three days grace marilyn manson evanescence and eminem I i draw very creepy pictures says my mom and on my deviant art account i have very bloody pics of my characters from my fan fictions i believe in ghosts i love ghost adventures I kinda paranoid and im a lil bitchy also i got 2 alter egos but im deff not schizophrenic I some times co-splay as my own characters and i act weird a lot but that could be because i have adhd......that's pretty much it so am i crazy weird and a freak?

Public Comments

1. Weird ? No Strange , oh yes
2. Freak, no...literally crazy, possibly, but I don't think so... more like, trying really really really hard to be something weird. Semi-poser-ish. Mostly just a kid being weird mostly on purpose. Possibly a little mental disturbance. You'd need a real evaluation, not with your own words, to actually know that.
3. i'd get rid of the 2 personalities if thats what u mean by 2 alter egos, But the rest sounds absolutely normal to me when i was growing up & your age i Drawed Freddy krueger all the time & once when i get a little older and bought an old Van I painted Freddy Krueger on a Van i bought I use to dress up as Freddy Krueger Every year at halloween, i had an outfit that my sister pieced together for me before they even came out with Freddy Krueger outfits. & in my ippinion it looks more realistic then the real outfit. I drawed Scary pictures all of my life & people called me Strange , Wierd, Crazy lol But if you really knew me you wouldn't think that about me , I actually believe in Jesus Christ , I just love Scary horror Flicks i'm addicted to watching them. & it's stupid if people judge you for liking Scary movies. About ghost's & ghouls you need to stay away from them. when i was younger i had some Crazy Scary stuff to happen around me & trust me You don't want to be around the Real Bad stuff.. just stay in the fantasy world of Freddy Krueger & horror flicks , Drawing , sketching scary horrific pictures & Keep your Head, Your beliefs Solid. No matter who judges you or tells you your bad, Deep Down You'll know whats wrong and whats right. also i use to like gothic peoples style, but when i Find out about their True Heart, I Don't like anything to do with them anymore.
4. 1st of all, maybe you think people/parents can talk anyway they see fit each day. Turns out many are abusers. Actually they are not trying to be tough to make you better or help- they are tricking you. This goes for people at school as well. Words are abuse also. There are many types of abusive people/parents. Some ignore you. Some hit the bottle. Some hit you. And some run their mouths and put you down. THEY are sick and feel great by being mean, and thats the only reason they do it. They are wrong about everything. The typical abuser is close-minded, self-righteous and was also abused themself. Use defense and read many sites on verbal abuse etc. People tear you down to build themselves up. Its their problem. They do have problems. Abuse causes pain mistaken as mental problems- Cutting, OCD etc. Psychiatrists commit fraud and all disorders are a hoax. For chemical imbalances NO test exists. You dont have what shrinks say you have. Dont tell anyone about any so called disorders. They will only drug you. Jesus name and forgiving others who are wrong is important along with avoiding them. Call or I can- Child Protective Services- Transitional housing to age 21- tell your teacher. Dont tell your parents they wont listen. Learn the truth, forgive, and Get Away from them. Read many many sites under "emotional abuse" and "dealing with bullies". I have some questions for you if want to talk about it. http://www.googobits.com/articles/2446-inside-the-mind-of-an-abuser-what-you-need-to-know.html