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Weird Christian dream?

I was watching preachers on a really old TV that we used to have in the house I grew up in. Joyce Meyer was on one channel, and another preacher, some guy, was on another channel. I switched to the guy and I was shocked when he began swearing repeatedly. But it was like nobody else could hear him, or somehow they weren't noticing the swearing. He was then showing another male preacher on a massive screen behind the stage, and pretty much degrading and making fun of him. He had some crazy circus music playing, and was basically saying this preacher is crazy. But the weird thing is, is that HE started to pretty much preach the same kind of message as the guy he was making fun of and calling crazy. Then he started saying that people should bottle things up, because it's not healthy to share all of your emotions. Then suddenly, I was actually there in the audience. I was sitting with an extremely well known and respected female preacher. I have no idea who she was meant to be, because her face kept changing, from one famous woman's face to another. I think she was the wife of the swearing preacher. I was sitting next to her, and I was also sitting next to Heath Ledger (actor who recently killed himself), who was my brother. I was talking to Heath, and he was just as confused as I was. We seemed to be the only 2 sane people in the place, who could actually hear what these crazy preachers were saying. Like me, he didn't have a strong faith, he was confused about God, but he was not an atheist and he wanted to know more about God and to try and understand his own spirituality. So he asked the woman a question about God, and she turned him down and said he shouldn't be questioning anything, because that's selfish, he should "just believe". She also said nothing good would ever happen for him if he didn't "just believe". I felt irritated that she was talking to my brother like that, and raised my own question. I asked, "If you have to already believe, and not feel confused about God at all, for your prayers to be answered by God... then what about all the people that pray for the first time? What about all the people that never believed in God before, but they pray, and God hears their prayers and helps them and changes their lives?" and the woman said, "Jennifer, God has never been happy with you. He will never be happy with you. Your thinking is warped". I said "Excuse me? You've never been confused? You've never had any problems before you became a Christian?", she just stared at me. I said "Aren't you human?" and she just stared. Then I got a feeling that these preachers were going to do something terrible. I wished that my brother and I could just leave the place, but we feared the preacher couple too much. I have had a few biblical dreams before, that involved verses that I had never heard before. Though I would dream the verse as a series of pictures, not words. I also haven't had any kind of dream about God or the bible for ages, a year or more. This dream had me feeling really weird when I woke up... I don't know what it means. What do you think?

Public Comments

1. Well you either have the "seal of GOD/TRUTH" in your forehead cause you have studied the Word 2 Tim 2:15. Or you have the Mark of the beast/Satan which is confusion/Babylon in your forehead/brain.
2. I think you're feeling ambivalent about church and Christianity.
3. listening to God is the only way. people will lie to you and let you down but God will not. be aware of wolves in sheep's clothing. when you here test what you have heard. read scripture and seek God's will. ask what is meant and seek the truth. do not be afraid to question people. if they respond negatively they do not know God. God's people will always be happy to answer. you see God is about the heart not religion. the word religion means to bind and God is freedom not bondage. Peace!!