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Really weird?

My girlfriend and I broke up back in March after dating for two years in college (I graduated, she has one more year). In my eye we stayed good friends, but we never picked back up the relationship. Late June I asked her to go back with me, but she's with someone else now. I haven't made love to any other girl since her back in February. As much upset as I am about her with someone else, something really weird keeps happening. I get these thoughts of her having sex with this new guy she's with (I have no idea who he is or what he looks like), and I kind of... well, get off to it. It kind of eases my mind too. I watch videos on the Internet and I picture her with some other guy having sex and it's kind of a turn on. But I still care for her so much. Is this really weird?! I can't believe I'm doing this! Believe me, I find it totally weird myself. But it's kind of a way to get all the rage out of how angry and upset I am. I wouldn't actually even mind watching a video of her WITH this other guy. It's odd. Really odd. I know. I don't get it at all. Ok so that's 3 for 3 that thinks I'm weird. Including myself.

Public Comments

1. Dude, real weird. That's just me though
2. REALLY WEIRD!!